Healing from Narcissistic abuse is like walking out of an invisible, silent war zone. No one can fathom what you just survived unless they themselves experienced such Hell. For years after my own war I was left swinging in the dark, taking punches at anyone who came too close to me, anyone who was within... Continue Reading →
Soul-Fully Beautiful, So Long Sociopath and Mommie Miracles have come together to sponsor a family for Christmas. This has been something I have had on my heart and mind for awhile now. For years I scraped by with nothing more than faith and a prayer, the worst of those times were the Holiday’s. One of... Continue Reading →
“I have a lot of good people standing for me, I want to be someone worth standing up for.” I said this shortly after the investigation by the Army into my Ex began and I meant every word. Three years ago… I began writing this blog... three years ago. The girl I was then was... Continue Reading →
The air is thick and suffocating it feels like there is an inferno around you, your chest has chains contracting around it. Paralyzed, your skin damp with sweat, your eyes search for reprieve, everyone around you oblivious, you hear their voices, you can’t make out the words, you are certain you are going under, you... Continue Reading →
“What surprised you the most about me over the past few years?” I asked E, we were lazily lounging on the mattress in our basement, the only furniture we had yet to move out before we said goodbye to our home and each other. The bare, pale green walls encompassed us in boredom and restlessness,... Continue Reading →
“Let your conscience be your guide.” -Jiminy Cricket, Pinocchio con·science /ˈkän(t)SHəns/ noun noun: conscience plural noun: consciences an inner feeling or voice viewed as acting as a guide to the rightness or wrongness of one's behavior.: "he had a guilty conscience about his desires" "Ben was suffering a pang of conscience". synonyms: sense... Continue Reading →
I recently read an article about “whistle blowing”, it was a great article, however it was not entirely accurate. It mostly talked about the downside of being the person who exposes the Narcissist or Sociopath. I have experienced the downside but the upside has been so much more rewarding. It was not just my... Continue Reading →
Likely if you have been unfortunate enough to be fooled or nearly destroyed by a Narcissist or Sociopath you share two things in common with other victims, one, you have an amazing heart. That part may not surprise you, of course you have to have a beautiful heart to love such ugly souls. The... Continue Reading →
That place in-between freedom and a shattered heart. The last time I saw E in person before the trial, I drove away from him and into that place. It is funny what the mind remembers of such powerful moments, we’ve all had a few in our lives. The night my daughter was born for... Continue Reading →
Recently I had myself a bit of a dental emergency, the pain was so intense, the odd part was most of the pain was not in the area of the tooth that was infected. When I asked my dentist why the bottom of my mouth, which had no problems, was causing me so much pain... Continue Reading →
So Long Sociopath 